Last Tuesdays with Sandy & Thomas
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Words are muscle. I’m constantly astonished by what a well-turned stanza can accomplish.
PATRICIA SMITH
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This month our featured reader is Carolyne Wright. Her latest books are Masquerade: a Memoir in Poetry (Lost Horse Press, 2021) and This Dream the World: New & Selected Poems (Lost Horse, 2017), whose title poem received a Pushcart Prize and appeared in The Best American Poetry. A Seattle native and Contributing Editor for the Pushcart Prizes, she teaches for Richard Hugo House. Carolyne has received grants from the NEA, 4Culture, and the Fulbright Association, including a 2022-2024 Fulbright to Salvador, Bahia, Brazil. Forthcoming is Trajectories: Crossing the Map of Poetry, a volume of essays and interviews, in the University of Michigan’s Poets on Poetry Series.
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Carolyne's poem for Tuesday, October 28th is:
Powdered Room The afternoon I powdered my Grandma's room I wasn't trying to be mean. That flask of bath talcum was probably meant for my or my little brother's bottom when we were small and whimpering with diaper rash. But I was a big girl now, I had just turned five, not this many anymore—too many fingers to hold up to the grownups. I had to show them my whole hand, which fit so smoothly around that flask of Johnson & Johnson on Grandma's dressing table when I tiptoed through her basement bedroom's open door. I'd watched her softly powder her doughy arms, pat talcum onto her pillowy bosom as it descended into cleavage of her flowered rayon old-lady dresses from the War. Blonde sunlight streamed through my Grandma's bedroom windows, glowing across the chenille bedspread, the glass-topped vanity table and chest of drawers, the nightstand and steamer trunk from her own parents' voyage in steerage from the Old Country. I let myself go cheerfully creative for an hour, humming some kiddy ditty from a cartoon show and shaking talcum snow over the hand-stitched pillowcases, the bureau tops, the big easy chair (a cast-off of my Dad's) with its crocheted afghan throw—even the shepherd and shepherdess figurines with their separate family group of ceramic sheep, and the Swiss music box, its vellum top painted with a boy in lederhosen blowing on a child-sized alpenhorn in the shadow of the Eiger. How better to celebrate the colors and shapes and textures of my Grandma's room, the snowy angels of art descended into my big girl's shaking hand? Dinner time and I skipped upstairs to the kitchen, so richly satisfied that I can't recall what happened next—did I announce my handiwork before astonished grownups at the table? Or did Grandma's cry of consternation--Gott im Himmel!—rise from the basement through the aroma of my Mother's after-dinner coffee? Did my Daddy paddle my bottom with his hand or wallop me with the belt he always threatened before my parents sent me back to Grandma's room to clean up everything? I doubt I cleaned up everything. Even with artful angels in her big girl's hands, how could that five- year old have pulled a queen-sized bedspread off Grandma's high antique bed, shaken it out in the yard, hauled it to the laundry area in the far corner of the cellar, bundled it into the top-loading washer, set the stiff controls, slammed the washer door, then dragged the clean wet bedcover to the laundry line outside to hang with Grandma's wooden clothespins? Then repeated the process with afghans, pillowcases and throw rugs? Or wiped and polished the antique sheep without their slipping from my fingers to shatter on the concrete floor? I don't recall, and only one image remains: my chubby hand pushing a damp rag vaguely across the glass top of Grandma's vanity, smearing a moist swathe through the gray-white snow-dust of Johnson's. My bottom stung, I sniffled and whimpered as I wiped, but a secret grin was gleaming through my tears. for my maternal grandmother, Mary Klenk Lee |
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This month our featured poet is Caitlin Dwyer, the 2025 Sally Albiso Award winner, reading from her soon-to-be published In the Salt, by MoonPath Press. Her poetry has appeared in journals such as swamp pink, Pangyrus, Thrush, Beloit Poetry Journal, and Notre Dame Review. Her essays have appeared in Longreads, Narratively, and Creative Nonfiction and been honored with awards and fellowships. She has studied writing at the Rainier Writing Workshop and the University of Hong Kong, and she teaches at Portland Community College. When not writing, she is either in the woods or playing ’the floor is lava’ with her kids. For more on the web, here’s her website link: www.caitlindwyer.com |
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Caitlin’s poem for Tuesdays, September 30 th 2025 is:
Changeling We left behind our borrowed scrubs and thank-you notes for the surgeons and something else, something I should know but can’t remember, some intimacy, some former idea of the body as — no, it was not the body, ever, but a different kind of haven. We left it behind. Or it never existed. Look, there’s no point in not asking: Did we escape, or didn’t we? I think about this constantly. In the kitchen I push on a loaf and it yields and yields and the yeast are exhaling their death-breaths into the flour. I don’t know how to make bread. I don’t know who lived and who made it home. Instead, I cook him plums. He’s just started to eat soft fruit. They told me to strip the purple skin, flappy on the flesh, but when I do it recalls the viscera of sunrise, yellow pink pulp deliquescing over the rooftops, the helicopter pad, the peace garden, that useless pile of weeds. One botanical use of deliquesce is to form many small branches. In which universe are we living now? The one where he lived, the one where he died, the one where I die, the one where we all live and eat plums together. Whose child am I feeding? Whose hands are disemboweling plums? He flips the spoon and dumps it, grins at me. His lungs like dead moth’s wings. Heart clenching its beats like a clam clutching seawater. Leaky fist. He laughs as I cut away the soft parts, the bruises, the narrow tear-shaped seeds. He opens his mouth like a boy, this creature who came home with us. |
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