"The world is never the same once a good poem has been added to it."          ​- Dylan Thomas

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John R. Haws

Strange Freedom
 
 
Ever wonder about your life?
Ever ask your beautiful wife,
“What am I doing? What’s the point?”
“Why am I here and not in the joint?”
 
Strange, is it not, that we ask these things
with so many conditions and so many strings.
Yet, never and answer and never a clue
of what life is or why we do.
 
I guess it’s always been that way,
no hope for an answer, no way to stay.
Life comes.  Life goes –  too quickly too;
in vain we think we’re not yet through.
 
An even though we long to live
another day with more to give,
just simply put, it cannot be.
The end’s the end. The Spirit’s free.

​             Along the Way
 
 
The course is coarse, the crowd is bland
as we journey on this lonely path.
How grand we stand in all the land.
It figuresit figures.  Just do the math.
 
Each one stands and each one stares
into the face of eternity; 
and everyone fans and everyone shares
the flames and blames of destiny.
 
The road is rough, the path is tough
as air we breath inside a lung; 
then sigh, then cry, and say, "Enough!"
as we turn the sediment back to dung.
 
But something happens along the way
that changes all our energies.
It's lovewe share for just a day
with laughter, fun and memories
beyond our wildest thoughts and dreams
to last forever -- or so it seems.

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D e c e m b e r   2 0 1 7

Rebekah Zinn

earth to earth          
 
There are the dead and bloated ones, littering the sidewalk, waving serenely in puddles.
The half-dried ones valiantly trying to cross the road.
The great, writhing ball of them devouring an apple core,
an empire built on refuse.
 
There is the mass grave of them
accidentally flooded, not even able to scream.
Now they can resurrect as chard, a phoenix from meat slurry.
 
There was my childhood power to find ugly baby birds, nestless.
Our oak half-barrel teamed with earthworms.
Mom pureed them with oatmeal, shoved them down gullets.
Dad could not abide by killing, especially the tiny and helpless creatures,
but this was acceptable, becoming food.

October        
 
Magnolia blossom
what the hell are you thinking
trying to bloom in October?
Your sisters performed their duty --
erupt, open, receive, drop, transform
into a seed phallus.
 
Like my first-born, who had to be
prodded into this world in sticky September.
Even the hippy midwives agreed she must be ejected. Bags packed for the morning hospital
cocktail to force her out, me in the living room chugging a vanilla ice cream shake
spiked with raw egg and castor oil, bouncing her on a green ball
inside me.
 
But you, bud, are too late.
It is drippy October and you dare announce your glory
too late.
You live on a farm, for God’s sake. Can’t you see that the beds have been
tilled, planted, tended, stripped, and
laid fallow?
 
Like my first-conceived, that had to be
opening inside me.
I secretly named her snowflake, for her uniqueness and predicted arrival in December.
She, too, failed
coming too soon.
 
The magnolia tree holds no anger.
Her many children make many seeds.
She is griefless as her last remaining bud opens
the petals creamy on the outside
revealing
at their core
only rot.

Eve
 
The fog clung to needles
and although the sky did not open
and the field was drop-less
the forest rained

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N o v e m b e r   2 0 1 7

Joanne Clarkson

Terri Cohlene

Patrick Dixon

The Stone Masons

Not out of faith, but stone.  Two men, 
atheists both, built the town’s 
church.  Rock rivered
to the smoothness of loaves.  Heft
and sweat.  The mortar.

        This was no
cathedral.  No tower for bells.  No crimson
or indigo windows.  In those hard times
they toiled for food alone and a place 
to sleep where silence breathed 
its deep calm.  They seldom spoke, 
yet there was always communion 
between them.  July sun
called the house of god upwards 
though neither of them believed; the war
had been too hard.  

They married
sisters. Lived in the city.  And after 
one of them lost his mind, the other 
sat daily at the bedside, accepting, 
while the women prayed.  He recalled
then some remnant of Bible lore 
from childhood when Christ, fasting, 
was tempted by the Devil 
to turn rocks into bread.
And he had refused.  Let stones

be stones, indifferent to weather,
worship, what breaks a man and what
builds him.

From “The Fates” Bright Hill Press, 2017
Originally published in The Baltimore Review, First Prize Contest Winner

Godiva’s Second Thought                     
 
If she could have a do-over, would Lady Godiva
nix the horse and still strip naked,
streak through that shuttered town of Coventry,
just to prove her point?
 
She was, after all, a good Christian woman,
giving away her husband’s money to the Virgin Mother
and all those God-fearing monks.
Perhaps if she’d given less to the abbey,
 
paid less attention to her coiffure
and more to her husband,
he would not have been compelled to raise taxes
in the first place.
 
If she’d had a podium
or a quill and a bottle of ink,
Godiva could have saved herself.
But what would’ve been the fun in that?
 
On second thought, she might have taken a slow stroll,
wickedly sashayed through the market without a stitch,
shown off her curves, her long, thick tresses
to more than just her peeping tailor.
 
After all,
that old saddle blanket
must’ve given her a powerful
itch.


"Godiva's Second Thought" first appeared in Godiva Speaks II

History Lesson
 
When you sort it out alone
you become weightless,
at the mercy of whatever mean wind
rustles the corn.
 
You spend the time
holding your breath.
 
I drag out
brittle photos,
beaten journals,
bad poetry,
 
words frown
from decades past,     
surge at me out of a dark
I turned a long shoulder to,
so I thought.
 
I fill with water
that rises
to a boil.
 
Remember?
 
Of course.
Long nights
under the bed
with dust-ball spiders;
behind a locked door –
flies buzzing the window;
scramble to a basement corner –
dirt floors and crumbled masonry,
where a shadow walks past the crack
at the top of the stairs.
​

"History Lesson" first appeared in the Raven Chronicles Journal, Vol. 24

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Carrie Beth Born

Chris Dahl

Cynthia Pratt

Sidewalks

Sidewalks
backtalk
the boardwalk
of catwalks,
while
cross talk
and fast talk
to marsh hawk.

Moonwalk
a nighthawk
can skywalk
with small talk;
a spacewalk
of sweet talk
​and trash talk.

While My Grandfather Is Dying 

a jeweled spider, glistening,
pearl-headed and banded
gold on black legs
scuttles down the dried, gray boards.
 
And I get up and walk to the end
of the dock thinking about jumping in, about
how I used to love that
when I was younger, the water folding over
and sealing me in
dark, airless cold
and then how, without effort, I began to rise
and broke surface and was alive again.
 
My son’s buoyant body
scarcely questions the tenuous surface.
But I stand a long time considering
the inlaid strands of sunlight,
the murkiness they gild,
before I turn
and slowly wade in.

Best African shop name I’ve ever seen: "A Place of Comfort in Desolation"..... and, funny enough, the shop was smack in the middle of desolation. No idea what they sell.                      - Beth Pratt, Zambia, 2010


In a Place Called Desolation

In Desolation you want some comfort
Even if it is gum to moisten your lips
Even if it is salt-packed chips: barbeque or chive and onion.
Still, it’s the name of the place that really drives you down.
 
Never mind that Desolation is its own comfort, like
biting down on that aching tooth and feeling the sharp,
sharp pain.  We all want to stay in this place, at least for awhile,
gnawing away at what brought us here, hoping
the final comfort is hope itself. 
 
But the shop owner knows you can’t see past misery unless
You find your way.  He suggests
melted chocolate bars, or too sweet chai.
All you want to know right now is if the road
leads somewhere else, to something better. 
Call it home, or just call it a destination,
you think someone will be waiting for you at your next stop.
 
That’s when the shop owner says, “Buy this bottle of water,”
pats your hand, like an old uncle.
“It will quench your needs.”  And it does, and
 
you drive out of this town, a quick rest stop, to a town you
no longer need to name because it’s beyond desolation
and head for that distant oasis
chewing on Beechnut and guzzling warm water.
 
 
"n a Place Called Desolation" first appeared in Godiva Speaks, an Anthology of Women Poets, 2011, Vol. 1.)

Nathalie Kuroiwa-Lewis

 Arsenic Dreams 

We walked along the waterfront 
​and mused about what it must be like 
to be among the ones who live there 
treading in these parts 
breathing in the sea air 
from a window 
inside the room of a luxury home 
overlooking the view 
of the shore 
with the islands near. 
If you had asked us 
more of what we had beheld 
you would have detected 
we had no knowing 
beyond the reveries 
that they who lived with such contrivances 
were met upon by visits from 
faraway men 
in orange vests 
equipped with air monitors and soil sensors 
digging mounds of earth from the yard 
replacing it anew 
cautioning residents 
against growing 
kale and lettuce below ground 
aiming always to sow in the beds 
and to never walk indoors with the shoes on 
lest the specks of arsenic 
like confetti 
shine and soar around you. 
Whats more 
it did not occur to us to ask 
if on a windy day 
one presses the ear to the ground 
does one hear the mercury and cadmium 
echo? 

"Arsenic Dreams" first appeared in Dark Matter, Spring 2017